it’s has really not been very long
but already i’ve
had conversations of consciousness
(digitally, one-sidedly with a philip pullman-interview)
(this morning, during coffee, while realizing i hadn’t even told my boyfriend the plot of the secret commonwealth yet and quickly changed that fact)
(this afternoon, at café castro, both nanna and i referencing the telepathy tapes without knowing the other one has heard it too)
watched two movies, one in cinema, one at home, both on family relationships and about letting go
co-carried the front banner of a pro-palestinian protest, my mom walking right behind me
had multiple guests over
(one crashing from new years eve’s party)
(one in my windowsill alongside me)
referenced my therapist two at least one other friend
had sex
made a medium quality dinner once, made multiple less-than-so’s
cleaned the apartment, scooping up the final pieces of broken glass from the party the night before
steamed milk in new electric milk foamer
finished a book
i have not biked yet
tomorrow i start work
tomorrow i start biking
tomorrow i’ll return the book to the library, finally, but not until i’ve scanned the quotes on the pages i’ve folded, it might take a while, wishing other people are better at returning them than I am so i can read the 3rd and final one in the trilogy very, very soon
tomorrow’s monday and it’s already been many lifes, tomorrow’s starting another one, it’s perfectly timed, i hadn’t even realized i was writing this in english, i’m ready for the next life to start tomorrow, maybe it’ll taste a bit like a former one of mine
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