Category: Photos

it’s has really not been very long
but already i’ve

had conversations of consciousness
(digitally, one-sidedly with a philip pullman-interview)
(this morning, during coffee, while realizing i hadn’t even told my boyfriend the plot of the secret commonwealth yet and quickly changed that fact)
(this afternoon, at café castro, both nanna and i referencing the telepathy tapes without knowing the other one has heard it too)

watched two movies, one in cinema, one at home, both on family relationships and about letting go

co-carried the front banner of a pro-palestinian protest, my mom walking right behind me

had multiple guests over
(one crashing from new years eve’s party)
(one in my windowsill alongside me)

referenced my therapist two at least one other friend

had sex

made a medium quality dinner once, made multiple less-than-so’s

cleaned the apartment, scooping up the final pieces of broken glass from the party the night before

steamed milk in new electric milk foamer

finished a book

i have not biked yet
tomorrow i start work
tomorrow i start biking
tomorrow i’ll return the book to the library, finally, but not until i’ve scanned the quotes on the pages i’ve folded, it might take a while, wishing other people are better at returning them than I am so i can read the 3rd and final one in the trilogy very, very soon

tomorrow’s monday and it’s already been many lifes, tomorrow’s starting another one, it’s perfectly timed, i hadn’t even realized i was writing this in english, i’m ready for the next life to start tomorrow, maybe it’ll taste a bit like a former one of mine

these lil waves having a completely different structure than the sky, and that i never thought much of texture when i thought of paintings, i wonder about all the other elements i haven’t noticed in art that isn’t live performance

clear surfaces, newly wiped, no visible mess, ready for the day

the beginning of a new routine, something that will grow because it has to, implementing a system for something before it turns chaotic

family being friends

this outfit i didn’t use to think i’d be cool enough to pull off but now seems v chill

acronyms and this actress from bring it on: all or nothing

a stunning light design that made me wish i’d eaten mushrooms

these two lil plants finding each other without dating apps or planned interior design

writing new lyrics
for old songs
to show someone i love them, recording the singing
to slightly weird piano instrumental tracks
so the other ones who also love them understand it better

these 18 lil people checking out my website
what are you up to? are you a future colleague? mom? my friend anna? actually the same person 18 different times just bored or a lil stalky?

hoodie hair upside down

flipping the paper instead of rotating the image

finding out what they use as weight to keep the lil helium balloons from floating away

making something for my mom

this lil warrior

its not that major things aren’t happening at the same time
but as a hurricane of everything is about to burst inside,
(or maybe it already has)
lil things are happening too,
and i still have this apartment,
and we’re allowed to tear down the wall,
and it will take a lot of time to get it done,
but when it’s done it’ll be different, maybe better, or we’ll redo it if it sucks,
and we still haven’t fixed the wire to the lamp, and justin bieber is still singing about peaches, and two days ago i cut nectarines for somebody’s party, a huge celebration of her life, and i’m trying to stay hydrated and somebody gave me a ride home after dark, and these little things are all the same and have nothing to do with the hurricane in my tummy, and they’ll keep happening however my tummy feels, and that
feels nice

– calendar candle (from danish christmas market)
– the turkey from that parade (as seen on friends, where underdog gets away and they lock themselves out of the apartment to look at the giant baloon, and apparently the parade is not just on friends its actually been happening for 98 years. on the street next to where i live)
– ann (an amazing person who anybody would be lucky to know, including me, at any point in their life, at any place in the world)
– hyped up friends (after having watched wicked 4D, wauw, as a person who had not even (at that point) watched the wizard of oz i am amazed to this introduction to the lore)
– an octopus and a whale (from the dimly lit display at the museum of natural history, amazed and entertained and impressed)
– from “burnout paradise” (the phenomenal cast of ponycam collective minus ava who’s counting the show’s score in the back before deciding whether or not the audience are entitled to ticket refund. i didn’t know this iconic music video before seeing this show but here we ok go. also didnt know burnout could be this entertaining. have seen this show 3 times and would always recommend <3)
– danielle (an incredible person who, for 3 blissful weeks 9 years ago, was like a sister to me. she was so old, 24, and now a decade went by and everything is the same. nostalgia is my favourite feeling. people are my favourite thing. i’m not over this. i can’t describe this. i just love it so much. i love her so much)
– leftover police equipment from the parade (and i think we should call it now, central park west, take a break for a while, it’s been marathon and thanksgiving parade and go take a nap)
– cutting the turkey (cutest and best chelsea at cutest and best thanksgiving. there’s too much to give thanks for to write here, but yes, that’s it, thankful for the rest of my life for these 19 weeks)